HELLO! I am back from KL. Finally. And as usual this will be a longong post. I like the non-word longong.

Since I had alot of time to burn sitting in the car, I started thinking about Beastly and how the guy was talking about how the girl kissed him when he had no lips. And I imagine that the conversation would have gone like this:
Lindy: Kissing someone with no lips? Big deal.
Adrian: What? But someone with no lips is a monster!
Lindy: No, they're not. In fact, those who no lips are considered incredibly attractive, and it is the lipless people who get grossed out when people with lips kiss them.
Adrain: Seriously?! Pray tell me, where is this wonderful place where lipless people are so adored?
Lindy: Let me introduce you to anime.

I read the Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time, and these books about autistic people never cease to amaze me. Though this guy seems more autistic than the other one. Are these people just always incredibly right or what? They seem to get all these awesome ideas without even trying. And... amazing memory? gah D: Anyway there must be some profound symbolism in the appendix that I cannot comprehend. Or maybe I just suck too much at math.
Oyeah and when I read the part where he says he was 15 years, 3 months and 2 days old I was really shocked because that was my age when I was reading the thing too o.o no kidding. so scary xD

I had a dream. I was in crescent classroom taking an exam but the room was all dark and I couldn't concentrate on the exam cuz something outside the window was distracting me. Then the exam was over and I was at the entrance to borders with Jess and Elaine hanging vaguely by the sides (I have no idea) and then I went in, and I couldn't find any good books anywhere. I foud this huge Sandman edition with morpheus leaping out of the spine. Er. Then I went to this shelf where they were all unicorn books and found this hippocampi statue, it was made out of a shell-like substance and the hippocampus had tusks, it was really cool. I went outside to the seaside and there were two people in the sea, one has a green aura, the kind of green on toothpaste and dentists' smocks, and the other was short with a dark brown aura. I jumped into the sea and they said there was a hippocampus under this huge rock that was cracked into two so I had a sudden burst of superhuman strength and lifted up one side and a green hippocampus came up, but it was just like a horse front stuck on a fish and I didn't like it. We all went to a dorm which was actually my bedroom in malaysia and started packing up duffel bags. And we all suddenly had thick padded jackets. We heard some news about this Japanese girl being pushed off into a train track because apparently she had no money or something and they called her a desperate money grubber. then we said the school was also desperate money grubbers and everyone started laughing for some reason, then we heard some noise outside and knew it was an invasion and we all put on our padded jackets and went out to fight. I heard some dwarfs singing in the doorway and woke up to find that it was my grandma.

Okay then here's some weird stuff I wrote on my iPhone during the journey from the stuff I saw outside the window. It was dark already so I don't know what I was doing.

The indigo sky unfolds its hues of lavender and blue.
A single evening star flickers on the darkening horizon.
Like a small child I
reach up and pinch it between my fingers
bringing it to my mouth.
But it burns my skin, it scorches my tongue as I taste it
I forget that stars are just
Faraway suns, diminished by distance.


(I really did try the above. didn't burn me, though. sad.)

The streetlights streak past, blazing.
The plantations of palm trees pass us by
They died standing, these hollow carcasses
Their feathery leaves drooping, like the hair of tall, shrunken women.


(I love those dead palm trees.)

The darkness surrounds us
the sounds are muted,
awed by the night.
The trees rest in the night's embrace
quiet, breathing softly,
awaiting their father's glorious return.

Speed blurs the landscape around us
cuts a path through the air,
how it roars at our passing.

In lighted houses children sit
before screens of changing colors, shifting illusions
It bathes their faces in a ghostly light
As they tap and click away, in control
master of their own imaginary world.
While outside there are trees unclimbed,
roads unwalked, secret places unexplored,
mischief lost, sights unseen and life unlived.
They sit before the screen, choosing the ideal fantasy
Over reality,
which is all parts cruel and lovely and alive.

(the light from the iPhone that my brother was playing was annoying me. lol.)

Voices reverbrate in the quivering air
The sound of thought,
filtered by vocabulary and twisted by intention
tainted by emotion and sculpted by words.


hahah I shall end this stupid post now. s'long.