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I just went to watch Transformers! And it's freaking awesome! For one, there's finally some nice combining of robots. I've watched so many in the cartoon series it sucks not to see it in the movie. The cartoon series was.. return to cybertron or something like that. Can't remember. And here comes Devastator! The tank in the first movie was called Devastator, but they changed it to Brawl I guess o_o It's so kewl! But die in one hit.So sad. And Mudflap was busting its face >D Oh and this guy called Soundwave came out! I think Frenzy was supposed to be called Soundwave initially, I guess they recycled the name. And I love Ravage. The movements seem so real! Oh and I found out Sideways was in the movie! Like I predicted, meh. Unfortunately there were no changing of sides, just some being cut in half. Che. I thought someone like Vector Prime would come out in the movie, but apparently no. sigh. When I was watching the movie I suddenly saw Optimus cutting through these helicopter blades and I started screaming 'EHEHEHE BLACKOUTTT' in the cinema. But turns out that was just Grindor. *fail* I love Blackout. Ah, but Scorponox came back! I was so impressed by that robot in the first movie :D Or more specifically, his tail. Unfortunately, he was killed in approximately ten seconds after appearance by that stoopit Jetfire. I hate that old man D: 'I'm too old for this crap.' Lol but very funny. Just jump in randomly and get killed -.- New Divide! 'the ashes fell like snow' is really the same as The Book Thief o_o On a more morbid note, I have not done a single thing for LSCEP. Ohno. All thanks to Wicked, I have now had a totally awesome dream! In which I actually could do something instead of wandering around aimlessly or getting killed. I was in this seminar room with alot of my people and my family, and then I went to the bathroom. it was the bathroom in my parents' room in malaysia. Then I found this thing that could display spells on the mirror. And I tried them all out and it was fun. I can't remember them, only a few words like 'cyrus' and 'silenilaomao'. (laomao was probably Mingen's fault. lmao.) apparently each of the spells were good for some specific purpose, but since spells are all made of the same stuff you can use them for anything but they are just not so powerful if used for something they are not made for. So the main spell I was reciting was 'eleka nahmen nahmen atum atum eleka nahmen' that was in No Good Deed. Since it was the only one I would remember -.- The 'silenilaomao' one was the shortest but nothing happened when I said it so I guess I had it wrong. Anyway I vaguely remember using spells to fight people who were trying to kill me. Nothing unusual there. Then I tried to do something to Awdreetoo with it and I woke up. pish. This nine year old person at church got baptized today. I guess he's more daring than me, able to say 'yes' at the confessions when I just kept nodding my head wildly. I was one year younger! doesn't count. In the otherwheres, where gold dusted pinnacles stretch on forever; where the clouds are soft and feathery to the touch; where trees grow from the sky with their leaves buried in the earth; where sinuous creatures with skin of etched silver and eyes of jade flit in the luminous shadows; In the where that is everywhere and nowhere and anywhere; There is heard the faint echo of singing. Voices and laughter fade in and out of existence. Another, another, they sing. Another has come. The unearthly melody dispersed over the wherescape, spiralling through nothingness, leaving trails of light in their wake. The stars were notes in the inky sky. Learning from mistakes made in history, that's not happening. Why do you think people seperate time into 'past', 'present' and 'future'? They think of history as a seperate thing, something that belongs in old dusty volumes mouldering away on the shelves. After all, did the people back then ever think that they would be history? (Except the stuck up ones of course. And everyone knows they failed.) Did they think that their entire lives would be compiled into a book and studied, their names, birthdays, the names of their family members and friends memorized? That their actions would be analysed and marked down as an achievement, good job well done, or a mistake, absolutely horrible could have done better? We are living in our present. All of us, sooner or later, will become a part of history. And our descendants, generations later, will learn from our mistake of not learning from mistakes. People forget. It's in their nature. They forget, and they have to be made to remember again. But I won't forget. Or so I said. Yet I have already forgotten. Why did I forget? To forget... Why did I forget? Because I wanted to. Because remembering was a pain. It hurt me inside. So I forgot. I forgot that I wouldn't forget. Or did I remember, and yet chose to forget? Will I remember? And then, will I forget? Pandora Hearts is all about memories. Half of it is spent in flashbacks. What if a person you really cared about started changing into the type of person you hate the most? Would you give up and find a replacement? Would you try to prevent them? But what right have you to do that? I can't understand why people seem to think that others are their property as long as they have value to them. It's all for their own sake and benefit, they say. For their own good and all that. They want that person to be their version of a person they like. Or they might think that what the person is doing is wrong. Right or wrong? It's all about perception if you base it on opinions. Maybe it's wrong. Or it's just my logic that's screwed up, down and sideways. This screwed up reality. Why do people seek truth? Because it's so unrecognisable that no one can see it anymore. I am so dead. oh joy. |